though with so much preparations, the extra guidance from the family members and the intensive grilling by the DM, i still fail to make sense out of the MA paper.. was completely lost in transaction with the variance when i m supposed that i have invested the most time into it but i still stare blankly at the question when i got it in my hands, attempted it with nearly an hour and a half but still could not make sense out of it.... sigh.... really hopeless when comes to figures... destined to be that way.. now only praying for a miracle to happen... think i m going to start my "thank you" speech to all those invloved....."thanks to sharon, shirlyn, jeremy, xue li, steven and eileen for all the support in one way or another!!!"
hitting hard after that still fails to trust me into concentration on HRM the following... sharon says i m cool about it... yeah pretending to be cool when in fact i m so worried when i found out she remembers more than me!!! but what can i do?? have to pretend i know everything because she will never believe when i say i m not really prepared.... was lost when i walk in the vast cold exams hall and suddenly everything blank... could not remember what i have just read few hours ago.... guess the worse is i got mixed up the topics and putting the researchers and their research at the wrong places!! what a muddle head.... dun know why i could not concentrate and guess my head is spinning around and a big mess.... everything seems "rojak" in my mind... hm... what is going wrong with me?? study too much?? dun think so as i know i did not put in much effort as i m supposed to with all the time i have comparing with rest... still floating around....
well, well... there goes my 2nd and 3rd papers.....
how will i fare in my last paper which is supposed to hvae ample time to study?? hm.. looking at the notes today after leaving them on the shelf for a while to concentrate on my earlier three subjects.... i need more time than that to remember all the facts in the notes which suddenly looks alien to me......
alien? hm.... walking corpse v alien?? hm.... who will win the final battle??
what else!!! watch this column for the results!!!!
stand by for action on the 8 june.... right after my icp!
4 comments:
Lao da, dun be so upset....just keep your mind clear and cool as what you always tell me to do so. You will do well....
just focus on yr last paper and u will be another bird soon....
hug hug you....
dajie
;) dont worry, all will be fine.
Lets hope and pray together. Things aint bright for me either :)
Lau da,
You are not the oni one in MA that lost in transaction so please dun be sad, you have Damei with you...
8 June: Stand by for action!!! It is just another theory and rem this "You will be free like a bird after that!!!"
Jia you!!! Please dun lobo liao ok...concentrate!!! (although I know it is a bit hard but please please try to stay focus)
No more disappointment. It is all over already. Cheer up :)
Post a Comment